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If this is what family really means. When your mom dies and you go to estranged family, and you try your hardest to become better but gets dragged down by a 7 year old. I'm 18 so this makes me pathetic, having this annoying assed 7 year old rule over my life. I have nothing NOTHING to say. To anyone this was the last straw. No being honest, to letting out feelings. Just back coping the way I want to cope. Just watching everyone's lives pass by me and stay silent. This is truly ridiculous on so many levels, I really just don't belong here, I will just run somewhere anywhere that isn't here. This is just like my old situation just more people involved. And in the end those feelings slowly turns to hate again and I feel it stir and bubble inside me again. This is fucking ridiculous how this kid manages to fuck me up and I let him. Nothing is ever good enough, and if it was that much of a problem you could have sent me with him into the girls room, the kid respects no one and I stay silent. Family? Its a pitiful lie for me, I don't belong with them I never had. Friends, also another lie, I would just be a burden because I don't know how to live on my own and cant have my hand held through situations. All that's left is being alone on the streets like the abandoned dog I really was. The same dog everyone sees smiles pets and walks away from. What am I supposed to think when comments are made left and right, sit there with a smile on my face? I don't forgive them I won't forgive them or anyone. I would understand if it was once or twice but its frequently. My mom died a year ago, and in one argument when they were pissed all I hear is "You can go die like your mother did" I let it go mind you it was a week ago today. I had been put through the floor and because I don't defend myself like they do its all "Your weak, people will walk all over you, we need you to get stronger" This doesn't justify half the fucked up things you say without realizing it.

If they really knew this kid then they would realize when other people are around he acts up worse not when hes woken up. He acts the same way if he got up on his own. And you know what else, some days I get him up when Iris doesn't I take him to school no excuses. I get up and go. I will continue not talking or smiling at you, I will go back to being distant and scared and spiteful. Family. My family, it was only good when I wasn't around. I have nothing more to say, if I don't go to college I will be at the end of my rope. No I am at the end of my rope the noose becomes tighter with each passing day. And for once I am not writing out of pure anger. . . Just pure pain.
  • Listening to: Ukiyo Crossing - Uverworld
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  • Watching: Kamen Rider OOO
  • Playing: Super Mario World 2
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Nini
Artist | Student | Digital Art
United States
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:bulletblue: :giggle: I am a over estatic little new york girl who occasionally is lazy as hell with the most awesome of friends who helps me draw my ass off at times too :giggle:

:bulletgreen: :la: Oh im thin but im mentally fat? thats what my school friends say anyhow and I love video games and anime XD I love to read manga too and I wanna learn Japanese oh and I love fan fics too! :la:

:bulletblack:Since im the carefree type i tend to take a while when it comes to things which makes me real sad that i take forever to do things my favorites styles I like to draw is only One Piece and Sonic lolz I like using alot of diffrent styles till I find my own but those two are my favorites

:bulletblue:Ima crazed fan girl for boys (obviously ^^) I love all my parings for all diffrents kinds of shows I see my favorite one in the past was SerenaXDarean (Sailor Moon) lolz to me im still a kid who loves her carefree style :D im so damn lazy :P

:bulletgreen:Im also on here with my fellow classmates and other friends

:bulletblack:In case if you have one and wishes to causally talk, Im almost always on because I love my friends :heart: and I got stuck on something in my homework lol

:bulletblue:I am offically a high school Graduate with Issues! :heart:

:bulletgreen:but my fav paring is incest :iconaceskullplz: :heart: :iconluffyskullplz: Why not? it's completly awesome~ not all parings are incest yaoi its also normal you know boy and girl.....:icontardglompplz: normal not working for ya?

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:bulletblack:Well nice lolz I have no idea about art trades but i do needs dat point so i'll concider it read my text CONCIDER XD

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:iconlachoirplz: My inspiration for drawing? I guess anyone's who's ten times more passionate than me like...

:iconfoxeeh: :icondeerzii: :iconnamie-kun: :iconbringonthethunder: :iconsonicadvance: :iconiloveknucklesshadow: :iconanimejanice: :iconjayfoxfire: :icondj-reverberance: :iconjeshika-haruno: :icongoldhedgehog: :iconforest-of-stars: :iconoceantann::iconsoniclegends: :iconv-16: :iconkinohara-kossuta: :iconxxradiantthunderxx::iconsismodark: :iconnancher: :iconqt-star: :iconr-no71: :iconpooketz: :iconluzhikari: :iconmetaa: :iconkai-choo: :iconmzzazn: :iconsqueedgemonster: :iconpastelgomi: :iconsneedham507: :iconchibi-challenge02:


and so many more :giggle: im jealous already XD :iconyaayplz:

:iconaceskullplz: My real friends :iconaceskullplz:

:iconchirorin: :iconsmilypie: :icontogemisseve: :iconthassoraven: :icondemon-sheep: :iconcircuitrycat: :iconshizukasora1: :iconsmallmedlrg: :iconwackyninja001: :iconpandadoughnut:

They keep me in check too~! :icononicheer:
:iconsanjiskullplz: online friends (so far):iconsanjiskullplz:

:iconluffysgirl: :iconneonnelliel: :icondeerzii: :iconqtstarthehedgehog: :iconarmadiobyrnison: :iconzas-man: :iconnaruta-chan: :iconiloveknucklesshadow: :iconsilver-solace: :icongoldhedgehog: :iconaprilclash: :iconxxradiantthunderxx: :icondarksonic250:

There are more but im lazy like i said :D lolz :chew: :iconsanjiskullplz:

Oh and I love alot of things and music and games and almost everything even colors exceot pink and yet I use it my favorite color is yes BLUE nothing else but blue I've been this way since I was a little girl I hate skirts and dresses and yet I wear them for my mom mostly XD :iconrocketpunchplz:

Groups that I :heart: :iconrainbowlaplz:
:iconsonicuniverses-group: :iconsmoace: :iconmeramera-no-mi: :iconkhreborn-club: :iconshirtless-bishies-fc: :iconacelu: :iconbleach-fans: :iconthe-gijinka-club: :iconkemonomimi-club: :icona-a-sonic-shipping: :iconcodegeass: :iconyugioh-fan-chibi: :icondurarara-fc: :icondurarara-freaks: :iconshizuo-heiwajima-fc: :iconshinra-kishitani-fc:

with so many more im such a Anime/Manga nerd lolz~ :iconfurryhugplz:

I love to hang out here everyone I talk to is nice XD So im still working on those two gifts but this is so hard and it takes me forever to do things so root for me~! :boogie:

and so far my fav~ Sig~ on DA~ is~

Twincest - it gives a whole new meaning to go fuck yourself XD (well it dose :giggle: also not by me)

Now off to sleep ^w^

Current Residence: Karakura Town
Favourite genre of music: J-Rock,Hip-hop,Randomness,K-pop (a lil)
Favourite style of art: Traditional and Digital efff
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: MP4 or an Ipod
Shell of choice: Spikey Blue since it can lock on X3
Wallpaper of choice: Blue, Red and Black
Skin of choice: Blue dammit!
Favourite cartoon character: Sonic, Takeshi Yamamoto, Monkey.D.Luffy, Portgaz.D.Ace, Roronoa Zoro, Sanji, and so much more XD
Personal Quote: Not all of the darkness is evil and cold I should know for I am darkness
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2014
Happy birthday! :D
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Foxxeh Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch :)
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DreamON-Mpak Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:party: HAPPY BIRTHDAY :party:

Let the new year of your life be filled with happiness, joy, love and luck .. Let your problems be solved easily and your friends always be around you and make every  day a better .. Keep being yourself and do not forget that art will save the world.. Let art be always with you .. Be Deviant!

:iconpresentplz: Let your friends cheer you with wonderful gifts { but do not forget that the most - valuable gifts in life are not material }

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birthdays Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2013
:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's October 9th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

:iconchampagneplz: Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love: :iconchampagneplz:

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devilCiel-Chan Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Thank's for the llama :D
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TakeshiXKagome4eva Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2013  Student Digital Artist
your so welcome :3 it was my pleasure!!!
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TenguxChan Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2013  Student Digital Artist
thank you for watching me <3
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TakeshiXKagome4eva Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Your welcome it was my pleasure :heart:
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0Kazuya Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thank you for the fav :D
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TakeshiXKagome4eva Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Your welcome it was my pleasure! :heart:
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